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Post by tshamien on Aug 12, 2011 9:31:26 GMT -5
"Definitely," he whispered. "I'm glad he's sleeping, he won't cry when I leave." Tristan started walking with Mikey held securely in his arms.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 12, 2011 9:39:23 GMT -5
Nevada slipped her arm around Tristans back and rested her head on his shoulder. They walked the rest of the way back to Nancy's place in relative silence. When they got there she looked up at him, 'want me to go in there with you or do ya wanna do it on your own?'
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Post by tshamien on Aug 12, 2011 9:49:22 GMT -5
"Wait here for me?" Was his answer, he actually didn't want her to see what it was like for him to leave. It was the worst feeling in the world every time he left his boy there, it crushed him.
He hurried inside and made his way up to the third floor. He knocked on the door. Nancy opened the door. Tristan gently passed Mikey over to her and turned to go.
"I don't like you bringing girls here," Nancy said with a glare.
"What's it matter? Soon you'll be hours away and I won't even be able to see," He stepped over to her. "You got exactly what you wanted." He pointed at her.
"No I didn't," Nancy said and looked at him.
"Bullshit!" At his exclaimation Nancy covered Mikey's ears. "You wanted somebody with money who was gonna coddle you and I was never gonna be that so you got exactly what you wanted."
"You're right," She hissed at him, "and I wanted him to have a decent man for his father."
"I might not be the greatest man in this world but I am a damn good father," He growled. "One day he'll know who you did and he will hate you." Nancy glared at him as he turned and walked away, hurrying down the stairs to meet Nevada outside.
"Let's go," He grabbed Nevada by the arm and started hurrying her away. "She's lucky I don't wring her neck."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 12, 2011 9:57:07 GMT -5
Nevada jumped as Tristan grabbed and pulled her along. She didn't say anything right away, just looked up at his face as he hurried her along.
Anguish was the first word that came to her mind and she didn't know what to do with him, besides walk silently beside him. Finally when she felt they were far enough away she spoke.
'you wanna talk about it?' she asked softly.
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Post by tshamien on Aug 12, 2011 10:00:47 GMT -5
"She's just..so...so," He looked down at her, "UGH! She's a fucking horrible person. I mean I do shitty things but I never...I would never..." He kicked a wall and then turned to stare at Nevada.
"She completely tricked this guy into marrying her and she got everything she fucking ever wanted and I get shit. She's taking my son away, so fucking far away that I won't be able to see him...even if I could afford to get up there." Tristan leaned against the wall and hung his head, pressing the heels of his hands deep into his eyes. He was breathing heavy.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 12, 2011 10:05:57 GMT -5
Nevada could feel tears welling in her eyes, something that rarely happened-shed never cried for someone ELSE before, but she couldn't help it.
Nevada wrapped her arms around his torso and rested her head on his back. 'I'm sorry. Its not fair....it's horrible.' she whispered.
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Post by tshamien on Aug 12, 2011 10:08:44 GMT -5
"Damn her...damn her..." Tristan said, his voice thick with sadness, he coughed and kept swallowing.
"It just..." His shoulder's shook, "hurts so bad..." and then he knew he couldn't even help it anymore, that he was crying, the tears falling fast down his face, so quickly he couldn't wipe them away fast enough.
((you better be melting...or Nevada LOL))
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 12, 2011 10:13:32 GMT -5
Nevada slipped around to his front and looked up at him, noticing he was crying she reached up and wiped his tears with her thumbs, feeling her own tears slide down her cheeks. She kissed his forehead, 'I'm so sorry,' she choked out, 'im so sorry,' she kept repeating, wrapping her arms around his neck.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 12, 2011 10:14:08 GMT -5
((melting so much....so much))
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Post by tshamien on Aug 12, 2011 10:17:40 GMT -5
Tristan wrapped his arms around her tightly and buried his face in her shoulder...he just cried. He honestly couldn't help himself.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 12, 2011 10:22:45 GMT -5
Nevada held his head and rubbed his back, feeling it was the only thing she could do.
'I'm here.' she whispered into his ear, 'I'm not going anywhere. I lo--care about you.' she said--trying to shake off what she almost said. She was just emotional.
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Post by tshamien on Aug 12, 2011 10:26:33 GMT -5
In a few minutes he wiped his eyes roughly and stepped back. "Sorry..." He muttered. Tristan was kind of embarrassed, he just broke down and sobbed on the girl he was seeing...screwing? dating? whatever, still that was rough.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 12, 2011 10:30:48 GMT -5
'don't apologize,' she said, placing a hand on his cheek. 'let's go back,' she said before kissing him softly.' she took his hand in hers.
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Post by tshamien on Aug 12, 2011 10:39:35 GMT -5
"Okay," He said and gripped her hand. He took a deep breath. "When we get back can we screw so I can feel like a guy again? I haven't cried like that since I was five."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 12, 2011 10:45:00 GMT -5
Nevada laughed, she wasn't expecting that question. 'we can spend the rest of the day in bed-hell we can spend the rest of the week in bed.' she said with a smirk.
She held his hand the whole way back, every once in awhile squeezing it reassuringly. When they were back at the lodging house in his room she stood there and held her arms out for him, 'come here,' she whispered.
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