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Post by tshamien on Aug 16, 2011 9:50:11 GMT -5
"I think it's human nature, we can't have everything perfect all the time...though it would be nice wouldn't it?" He said, leaning against his dresser, across from her.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 16, 2011 9:56:27 GMT -5
Nevada leaned back on her elbows and sighed, 'no things can't be perfect,' Nevada admitted, 'but that isn't a good enough excuse to just do whatever you want. I mean we all make choices. You make choices to sleep with others who aren't me. You could also chose not to.' Nevada added.
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Post by tshamien on Aug 16, 2011 10:01:46 GMT -5
"I could...but then that would mean admitting a lot of things to myself I probably ain't ready for." Tristan sighed heavily and then glanced out the window for just a second before looking back at her. "Nobody's forcing you to stay with me."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 16, 2011 10:11:25 GMT -5
Nevada sat up and leaned forward, 'what are you too scared to admit Tristan?' Nevada asked softly. 'I promised myself I'd never be in another relationship, that I'd never fall in love again, yet here I am.' she said with a small laugh. She sighed loudly and buried her face in her hands, 'I don't want to live my life without you.' she said through her hands.
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Post by tshamien on Aug 16, 2011 10:18:20 GMT -5
Tristan swallowed slowly and looked down at the floor. He got up and sat down beside her, wrapping an arm around her and pulling her close, he kissed the top of her head.
"You don't have to, as long as this is good, there's no reason we have to be apart." He tilted her chin up. "I never say anything's forever, cause I think that's a jinx, for now...I think for now is good enough." He said with a smirk he licked his lips.
"I'm scared to admit I have problems...I ain't...I'm not good at keeping women and it's my own fault. I do it on purpose, Nevada. I push them away on purpose because I don't want them to see the dark side of me," He said and looked down at his fingernails. "It ain't pretty...and it ain't like how you know me now."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 16, 2011 10:29:43 GMT -5
Nevada gave him a sad smile before crawling onto his lap, straddling him.
'when you love someone you take the good and the bad. Light and dark.' she said, placing a hand over his heart. 'don't push me away because you're scared I'll see all that.' she said softly.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 16, 2011 10:31:00 GMT -5
((they're making my heart melty again))
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Post by tshamien on Aug 16, 2011 10:39:14 GMT -5
He rested his forehead against hers, and let his hands rest on her hips, he swallowed harshly. "I don't ever want you to be scared of me," he whispered.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 16, 2011 10:44:30 GMT -5
Nevada furrowed her brows and took his face in her hands, 'what is there to be scared of Tristan?' she asked softly.
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Post by tshamien on Aug 16, 2011 10:47:27 GMT -5
"Of what I'm capable of," He said, trying not to look into her eyes.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 16, 2011 10:49:24 GMT -5
'what does that mean? What are you capable of?' she asked, trying to get his eye contact, 'were human were all capable of the most horrible shit.'
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Post by tshamien on Aug 16, 2011 10:59:26 GMT -5
Tristan nodded and looked up at her. He couldn't bring himself to tell her absolutely everything, not yet. "Yea..."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 16, 2011 11:03:37 GMT -5
'what are you capable of?' she asked. She wasn't scared, she just wanted to understand why he was under the impression he was so horrible.
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Post by tshamien on Aug 16, 2011 11:09:04 GMT -5
"A lot...when extremely pissed off, let's just put it that way," He said. Tristan sighed, "When Sammy tried to take over there was a huge fight, it got really bad...I was fighting with a guy and," He paused. "I killed him. I didn't mean to, but I did..."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 16, 2011 11:22:07 GMT -5
Nevada wasnt expecting that to be said but at the same time she wasnt surprised.
'it happened. You did what you had to do-he probably would have killed you if you didn't...' she didn't want to finish her sentence. 'i aint scared or going anywhere,' she said, kissing him softly.
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