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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 0:52:09 GMT -5
"YOU ARE!" She got on her knees, taking his hand. "Please Davey. Please understand." She cried, hold his hand to her face, kissing it and getting it wet with her tears. "Don't make this harder for me than it already is." she whispered.
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Post by David on Jan 11, 2012 0:54:36 GMT -5
David pulled his hand away, shaking his head. "Get up. You don't need to crawl like that." He wiped his eyes, taking a shuddering breath. "I can't do this, Erin. I can't. I can't be with you knowing you killed my baby. Killed us."
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 0:57:38 GMT -5
Erin didn't get up. She just sat there on the floor, shaking. "And I can't start a family with you. Watch both of us just slowly begin to resent each other. And eventually the baby. Always thinking about what coulda been." She swallowed hard, feeling dizzy now, and her breathing quickened. She was on a verge of a panic attack, and David, to her horror, wouldn't even care.
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Post by David on Jan 11, 2012 1:00:50 GMT -5
David wanted nothing more than to just gather her into his arms and hold her. But he couldn't. Not if she was going to do this. "I don't know what to say to you."
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 1:02:42 GMT -5
She managed to stand up, and grabbed him by his shoulders. "David. Please. I'm not ready to be a mom! Your parents- they'd hate me if I was responsible for you not going to college! Don't you see that?"
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Post by David on Jan 11, 2012 1:04:42 GMT -5
He moved away from her again. If she touched him, he'd lose it completely. He'd already lost it completely. "I don't care about anybody else. I care about you. So, if you're set on doing this, Erin, I won't stop you. But I won't sit around and watch it happen."
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 1:08:05 GMT -5
"So that's it?" She crossed her arms over her chest. "AFTER EVERYTHING, YOU ARE ABANDONING ME? You promised you wouldnt!" Her second of anger was replaced with utter sadness, as she let her sobs out. She shoved him.
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Post by David on Jan 11, 2012 1:11:46 GMT -5
He let her push him, crying. "You abandoned me the second you decided to get a fucking abortion, Erin."
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 1:16:00 GMT -5
She stopped, frozen for a second. It might have hurt less if he actually stabbed her. She began to walk backwards, hitting the window and she opened it. "I'm sorry you ever loved me." Zippy didn't know how she managed to crawl out and walk down the fire escape without killing herself, but she did.
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Post by David on Jan 11, 2012 1:19:20 GMT -5
David stood there a long time, crying so hard he made himself throw up. Then he crawled into bed and pulled out the bottle of whiskey he had hidden in his nightstand.
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 1:27:18 GMT -5
((NOOOOOO not drunk!david!! he loves that bottle when he's depressed)))
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Post by David on Jan 11, 2012 1:33:51 GMT -5
((He really does  )) |
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Post by raven on Jan 11, 2012 7:05:55 GMT -5
((good god you guys this is Rae/spot level drama))
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 13:11:55 GMT -5
((thanks!!))
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))