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Post by Spot Conlon on Oct 17, 2011 9:50:31 GMT -5
Spot chuckled slightly, shaking his head, 'I'd love to see you try.' he said, sounding almost sounding sad. Spot had no idea where to begin and he was about to try having a heart to heart with Tristan. They were MEN, men didn't have heart to hearts.
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Post by tshamien on Oct 17, 2011 10:07:17 GMT -5
"Keep fucking pushing me Conlon. You got a week to sort out your shit or I'm leaving you hear." Tristan tossed the desk clerk two bits and then came back out from behind the counter.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Oct 17, 2011 10:36:47 GMT -5
(( ooops))
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Post by Spot Conlon on Oct 17, 2011 10:37:41 GMT -5
Spot groaned and rested his face in his hands. He couldn't remember a time when he'd felt helpless before.
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Post by tshamien on Oct 17, 2011 11:01:22 GMT -5
Tristan leaned against the counter and looked down at him. "I have a family waiting back in New York for me, I can't stay here with you." He said seriously. "I'm giving you a week to figure out what the hell you want and then I'm leaving you here."
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Post by Spot Conlon on Oct 17, 2011 11:09:30 GMT -5
'how did you do it Tristan?' he blurted out hoping he was making sense. 'how did you give up everything you were for marriage and kids so easily? No offense you were the untamable beast and Nevada shows up and has you eating like a cat out of the palm of her hand.' he groaned, he loved Rae-he did-he just......didn't know if he'd ever be ready for forever.
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Post by tshamien on Oct 17, 2011 11:27:14 GMT -5
Tristan raked his fingers through his hair. "because I fell in love with her and she was the only thing that mattered. I didn't need the whores or the booze or the drugs, I just needed her. She's my world, her and my kids. Fuck everything and everyone else. They're my life." He said plainly.
"Why is it so hard for you to commit to Rae?" Tristan asked. "All that girl ever did was love you and all you ever did was give her a fucking hard time. If you don't feel like she's your everything just leave her alone, Spot."
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Post by Spot Conlon on Oct 17, 2011 11:54:21 GMT -5
(( now I can't stop singing that song you are my everything/nothing your love won't bring/my life is yours alone....blahblahblah))
'I love her....more than anything. Her AND Sean.' Spot said right away, 'It's just the idea to committing to anything for forever that scares the ever loving shit out of me.'
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Post by tshamien on Oct 17, 2011 12:00:43 GMT -5
"Why? You've basically only been with Rae for years anyway...I mean you gotta explain this to me cause I really don't get it." Tristan sat down in one of the chairs in the lobby.
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Post by Spot Conlon on Oct 17, 2011 12:17:21 GMT -5
Spot didn't know what to say so he thought about what he feared the most. 'I just feel like I'll be losin the part of myself that had freedom to do whatever the fuck I wanted whenever.' he said after a moment
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Post by tshamien on Oct 17, 2011 12:19:19 GMT -5
"In a way you do...but you're not a slave. For the most part Nevada always knows where I am and usually she doesn't care what I'm doing as long as I come home at the end of the day." Tristan shrugged. "You just gotta be considerate of the other person in your life." He really couldn't believe he was giving relationship advice to Spot Conlon.
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Post by Spot Conlon on Oct 17, 2011 13:09:32 GMT -5
Spot was in as much shock as Tristan, getting love advice from him. 'I never thought of it that way before. When the fuck did you become an expert on this?'
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Post by tshamien on Oct 17, 2011 13:59:12 GMT -5
"Uh...I guess since I got married?" Tristan said and then smirked, "Everything's a compromise Spot. Just cause you're giving up your old life don't mean the new one ain't gonna be just as great. This is gonna sound so sappy, but when I wake up in the morning Nevada's face is the first thing I want to see...then of course my kids, cause Mikey is just ridiculous right now." He smiled.
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Post by Spot Conlon on Oct 17, 2011 14:26:58 GMT -5
Spot sighed loudly, 'I need to go back don't I?' he asked tiredly. 'i just don't know how the fuck I'll look into Rae's eyes though.'
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Post by tshamien on Oct 17, 2011 14:45:03 GMT -5
"Yeah ya do! You tell her you lost it for a minute and beg her to forgive you. That's exactly what you do," Tristan said with a nod.
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