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Post by raven on Aug 18, 2011 14:44:14 GMT -5
Raven sat against the edge of the rooftop, leaning against the wall, her knees curled into her chest, she pressed her forehead against her knees as she cried. She felt like as soon as nighttime came she couldn't stop crying.
She'd been waking Spot up everynight and knew he was getting impatient and snappy. Lack of sleep would do that to anyone, so now she silently climbed the roof after jolting awake from the nightmare. For hours upon hours she would stay out in the cool night air and sob.
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Post by Spot Conlon on Aug 18, 2011 16:22:28 GMT -5
Spot rolled over in bed, and was awakened by the empty area next to him. It was 4 am. Shit... He grabbed his pants off the floor and started to search for Rae.
Spot knew she was upset about losing their baby. Hell, he wasn't too happy about it either, but that's the way life goes and it was for the best anyway. He checked the bunkroom, the bathroom, the parlor, the kitchen, etc all over for Raven. Finally, he climbed up on the roof and saw Raven immediately.
"C'mon Rae its 4 am-" He began, irritated, but then noticed she was crying. Again. He sighed and took a seat next to her.
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Post by raven on Aug 18, 2011 17:12:09 GMT -5
Raven lifted her head and looked over at him. She wiped her face of her tears using the back of her hand. "Go back to bed...I came up here so I wouldn't bother you."
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Post by Spot Conlon on Aug 18, 2011 17:56:01 GMT -5
"Yeah like I'm going to leave you up here alone," Spot responded, reaching into his pocket to light a cigarette. "thats how we got into this mess in the first place."
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Post by raven on Aug 18, 2011 18:09:32 GMT -5
"Nothing's gonna happen here," she said, "he's dead remember?" Raven rested her cheek on her knees and looked over at him. "I'll be fine."
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Post by Spot Conlon on Aug 18, 2011 18:12:03 GMT -5
"Yeah, but guys like Blue who-" He stopped, dropping the subject, and decided on a different approach. "You wouldn't leave me crying alone up here either."
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Post by raven on Aug 18, 2011 18:14:50 GMT -5
"You're right, I would be right next to you try to figure out what's wrong, difference is after awhile you'd tell me to fuck off." Raven smirked at him. "Don't say it ain't true."
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Post by Spot Conlon on Aug 18, 2011 22:15:01 GMT -5
Spot smiled to himself, "You know me pretty damn well, ya know that?"
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Post by raven on Aug 19, 2011 7:43:35 GMT -5
"Course I do," She said with a half smile. She looked down at the floor for a second. Raven unraveled herself and scooted closer to her, slowly looping her arm around his and then resting her head on his shoulder. They hadn't done much touching lately, but she was trying. "When I first met you I started falling in love with you." Raven confessed.
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Post by Spot Conlon on Aug 21, 2011 16:37:12 GMT -5
"I'm not surprised, I'm a charming son of a bitch," Spot joked, kissing the top of her head. Maybe if he cheered her up, they'll be able to go back downstairs, have some great sex, then go to bed.
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Post by raven on Aug 21, 2011 16:49:49 GMT -5
"OH right...keeping tell yourself that," She said with a smile, she lifted her head and looked up at him. Maybe she could try, she just wasn't sure yet...but...she closed her eyes and kissed him lightly. Her mind immediately began racing, thinking, spinning around in circles...this was Spot. THIS was Spot.
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Post by Spot Conlon on Aug 21, 2011 17:21:40 GMT -5
Spot reached for her cheek, gently stroking it. He knew she was on edge, and he had to approach this slowly, with caution.
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Post by raven on Aug 21, 2011 17:39:21 GMT -5
She kissed him again this time letting it linger on his lips. Her heart was racing, beating so fast she thought it would fly out of her chest.
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Post by Spot Conlon on Aug 21, 2011 21:57:21 GMT -5
Well that was more like it. Spot ran a hand through her hair, kissing her again, more passionate this time.
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Post by raven on Aug 21, 2011 22:04:41 GMT -5
It was Spot, this was Spot, Rae kept thinking over and over, willing herself to let her body just, surrender to it. She made herself wrap her arm around, that tighness in her belly growing.
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