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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 1:13:33 GMT -5
"It would be better if people just forgot about it so they would stop walking on eggshells all the fucking time! Watching what they say, who they talk about all the time! I hate it! And don't even pull that card on me! I know I have people that care about me, but do you know it? DO YOU? Did you ever think that I might actually legitimately fucking care what is happening with you? No...you didn't at all.
You know what though? You made me feel like you didn't care by acting the way you've been and that hurt." Raven said angrily.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 20, 2011 1:17:45 GMT -5
"Well I'm SORRY okay? I'm sorry!" Nevada shouted, "I thought being around you all pregnant and shit was mean. I didn't want to do that!" Nevada said shaking her head, "And now...." nevada said, her eyes tearing, "Now that I'm not so angry anymore all I want to do is CRY!" Nevada said, "SORRY. Fuck this is embarrassing."
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 1:21:14 GMT -5
"Staying away from me was so much worse, Nevada," Raven said sadly. "I missed you...I knew it all made you uncomfortable so...we would have talked about other stuff and maybe you would have made me laugh sometimes," Raven sounded so terribly sad. "I just wanted you there, I didn't need to talk about it."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 20, 2011 1:24:17 GMT -5
"MAYBE I would have made you laugh? No....more like a guarantee!" Nevada said, wiping her tears away with the back of her hand. "Sorry I was so shit! I didn't know what to do. And I'm sorry everyones awkward...I won't be anymore I promise. Just know that I'm probably going to be doing a lot of complaining because I always seem to be fucking pissed about something!" nevada said
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 1:29:22 GMT -5
Raven laughed, "Complain all you want, I'll probably just sit there and listen because for some reason I don't say much anymore." She said with a shrug. "If I get too dark cloud just shove me or something though."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 20, 2011 1:37:17 GMT -5
"After my boobie milk comes in i'll squirt you with that when you're being a dark cloud," Nevada joked. "Now that I'm free to complain I can't think of anything really," she shrugged, "What about you? Feel like getting anything off your chest? And...I'm sorry you cried....." nevada said softly.
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 1:42:58 GMT -5
"It was pretty terrible," Raven admitted. "I think it's completely ruined us actually." Raven plopped down on the dock, completely out of energy.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 20, 2011 1:45:53 GMT -5
Nevada sat next to her and studied her face, "Why do you think it's ruined? I mean he loves you doesn't he?"
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 1:51:44 GMT -5
"Yea, but sometimes it ain't enough, Nevada...I think this is all too much for him to take. I'm...not me anymore." She said with a shrug.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 20, 2011 10:47:14 GMT -5
Nevada reached out and took her hand, 'course you aren't you....yet. You will be-eventually. All of this takes time-no one can expect you to wake up one day and just be okay.' Nevada said
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 11:43:37 GMT -5
"I wish that would happen, it would be so much easier." Raven said with a sigh. 'Now tell me all about being pregnant, I want to know every gorey detail."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 20, 2011 12:36:10 GMT -5
Nevada laughed loudly, 'well are you sure you wanna hear all the details? I mean just yesterday I ate a pastrami sandwich with a cookie inside of it! The hell is with that? And don't get me started on Tristan-I love him God I love him-but he acts as if I may break sometimes. It's adorable but sometime I wanna be like smack me around a bit!' Nevada said in one big breath
'shit. Sorry. That was a lot of detail.'
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 12:39:36 GMT -5
Raven laughed. "I'm still stuck on pastrami with a cookie, that's disgusting!" She was still laughing though.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 20, 2011 12:53:47 GMT -5
Nevada shook her head, 'NO you don't understand--it was the most delicious thing I'd ever tasted! I was standing there fanning myself thinking fuck this right here is better than sex!' Nevada said laughing, 'I never thought I'd say that about ANYTHING. Thats a big thing too cuz Tristans a master of what he does.'
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 13:27:55 GMT -5
Raven was hysterical. "Oh god! I'm sure appreciated he that, Nevada." When she stopped laughing, she turned to face her. "I think I'm gonna stay in Manhattan for awhile...I think I need to get away. I'm starting to loose it, obviously."
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