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Post by NevadaShamien on Dec 28, 2011 13:39:30 GMT -5
Nevada was still in the hospital, after all it had only been a day and she was still badly broken. She had yet to see Tristan but wasn't sure she even wanted to.
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Post by tshamien on Dec 28, 2011 15:51:52 GMT -5
Tristan came into the hospital carrying a bouquet of daisies. He didn't expect her to be awake. "hey," he said, unsure of what else to say or do.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Dec 28, 2011 17:14:23 GMT -5
'this is your fault,' Nevada said, her teeth clenching from the pain of speaking. 'they beat the baby out of me....our baby because of something you did,' Nevada said feeling the tears roll down her cheeks.
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Post by tshamien on Dec 28, 2011 17:19:14 GMT -5
"I know," he said, he didn't move toward her. "I thought it would have ended..."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Dec 28, 2011 17:44:52 GMT -5
'you must be a fucking idiot then,' Nevada said angrily, 'I hope you're happy because THIS is what your choices get you! Why do you think I practically begged you to stop?!' she asked, struggling to get the words out
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Post by tshamien on Dec 28, 2011 17:54:06 GMT -5
"I can't stop! I want to rid the world of all the shitty assholes who hurt people for no reason!" he snapped T he and then sank down into the chair by the bed, "but this..." he sighed, "what they did to you..." he looked away from her, feeling the rage building.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Dec 28, 2011 20:05:53 GMT -5
'is your fault because you can't control yourself!' Nevada lashed out. She had reached her breaking point with Tristan, not sure how much more, if any, she could take.
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Post by tshamien on Dec 28, 2011 20:29:47 GMT -5
"You're right!" he yelled back at her. "do you think I wanted this to happen to you! I love you!" he said.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Dec 28, 2011 20:48:48 GMT -5
'I'm beginning to wonder if you really do,' Nevada said, her voice hard even though tears were falling. 'this is what your choices have done to me,' she said sadly, 'I want to feel safe Tristan and you're doing a shit job at making me feel that way.'
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Post by tshamien on Dec 28, 2011 20:54:42 GMT -5
Tristan sighed heavily and rubbed the bridge of his nose. "This is just in me. I don't know why."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Dec 29, 2011 3:41:44 GMT -5
'I've never hurt so bad before in my entire life.' Nevada said weakly. 'this feels worse than when I got raped,' she said, her lip curling as she placed her hand over her heart, not even realizing shed never told Tristan that.
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Post by tshamien on Dec 29, 2011 9:17:21 GMT -5
"You were raped?" He asked her, eyes going wide. "And you just tell me like that? You just got the shit kicked out of you and then you tell me you got raped?" Tristan was about to loose his damn mind. He stood up and started pacing. "WHO? Who raped you!?"
((kill...kill everyone. LOL))
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Post by NevadaShamien on Dec 29, 2011 10:03:51 GMT -5
'it was awhile ago Tristan,' Nevada said, not wanting to focus on it that much, 'years,' she said softly.
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Post by tshamien on Dec 29, 2011 11:06:58 GMT -5
"It doesn't fucking matter. You didn't deserve that and you didn't deserve this either." Tristan sighed heavily and then stepped over to her. He didn't know what to do, he was upset, angry...sad...he hated feeling this way, feeling pain. "I'm sorry." He whispered to her.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Dec 29, 2011 13:37:58 GMT -5
'I am too,' Nevada said softly, wincing from the pain she felt in her ribs from crying. 'you need to stop, find some other way to deal with you anger,' Nevada warned him after a moment.
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