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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 17, 2011 12:30:04 GMT -5
'why shouldn't I go Tristan?' Nevada asked as she turned around.
'you have an opium problem and you won't stop fucking other women!' Nevada shouted. 'I can't be with you and live that life with you. I've also been stuck every day with Mikey while you've got your mouth on a pipe! You get Mikey all to yourself and you rarely see him!' Nevada yelled
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Post by tshamien on Aug 17, 2011 12:33:20 GMT -5
"I don't want to be like this anymore but I don't want to remember either!" He shouted back at her. "Do you think I like it when I'm like this? I have to do fucking something to forget or I'll go crazy!"
Tristan walked back over to the window, he cracked it open and lit a cigarette.
"and I ain't been with nobody else..." He said softly.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 17, 2011 12:37:06 GMT -5
Nevada stopped the urge to get excited about him not sleeping with anyone else.
'what don't you want to feel Tristan?!' Nevada shouted, 'don't turn your back on me!' she said as she went over to him and turned him around to face her
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Post by tshamien on Aug 17, 2011 12:41:14 GMT -5
Tristan swallowed hard and looked down at her. "It hurts..." He said, "I can take physical pain, but you know when you hurt on the inside..." He looked away from her. "After awhile I gotta get rid of it." Tristan confessed.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 17, 2011 12:47:10 GMT -5
What hurts Tristan? We all have pain on the inside. We can't just numb ourselves.' she spat out.
'you have a choice to make. Me and your unborn child or this life you're living now. I love you Tristan but I cant live with you if this is how you're going to be!'
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Post by tshamien on Aug 17, 2011 12:56:51 GMT -5
He was quiet for an uncharacteristically long while. "Seven years ago today I watched my sister die...she was six years old." Tristan said to her. "I tried, I tried to hard to help her, but she died anyway."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 17, 2011 13:02:01 GMT -5
Nevada frowned. 'I'm sorry,' she said softly.
'you can't numb yourself though. You loved your sister-im sure of it-but you can't smoke your life away in Sharkeys. Can't numb yourself because in the end you won't have anything left for anyone else.' she said sadly.
'so make your choice-and if you can't do that I'll make it for you.' se said sternly
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Post by tshamien on Aug 17, 2011 13:10:53 GMT -5
Tristan took her hands in his and nodded. "I want you." He said, looking into her eyes. "I love you."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 17, 2011 13:16:33 GMT -5
Nevada looked at Tristan with an open mouth. She looked down and shook her head.
'youre just saying that so I won't leave.' she said sadly 'why now? Why are you saying this now? Now that I'm threatening to leave you? Why not yesterday?'
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Post by tshamien on Aug 17, 2011 13:25:46 GMT -5
"Cause I know you're really going to leave." Tristan sighed heavily and looked into her eyes. "If you're still leaving go now, turn around and walk out. I'm not explaining all the shit that put me on the pipe, you wouldn't understand anyways."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 17, 2011 13:31:59 GMT -5
'you have to promise me you're putting down the pipe,' Nevada said, reaching up to touch his face. She didn't want to do this alone. She wanted him...but she wanted all of him, 'you're going to be a father...again. You can't be getting high.'
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Post by tshamien on Aug 17, 2011 13:35:18 GMT -5
"I know." He rested his forehead against hers, and rested his hands on her hips. Tristan lifted his head and kissed her forehead. "I can't believe I'm gonna be a dad again...this room is way too small."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 17, 2011 13:43:00 GMT -5
Nevada kissed him lightly.
'you're a very fertile man Tristan.' Nevada said softly. 'I mean it though. No more opium. No more women. I know you said you've only been with me since we got together but for future. It's me and only me.' she said, looking into his eyes hoping it would sink in.
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Post by tshamien on Aug 17, 2011 13:45:51 GMT -5
"I got it," He said to her and then sighed again. "Two...two babies..." It was really starting to sink in now, he sank into the chair by the window and rubbed his temples. "If I didn't feel like I was gonna throw up I could think better."
Mikey stared at his father quizically and then went back to playing with his toes.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 17, 2011 13:51:14 GMT -5
'o no poor Tristan got high and now has an upset tummy,' Nevada mocked. 'well poor Nevada has a baby in her belly and feels like she's going to throw up every day alllllllll day.' she said, 'sorry I just am having a hard time finding sympathy.'
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