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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 10, 2011 20:16:38 GMT -5
Nevada was chewing nervously on a hangnail, anything to think about what Rae was really saying. 'you think so? Bout being alone and closed off and shit?' damn she was really striking a chord.
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Post by raven on Aug 10, 2011 21:09:18 GMT -5
"Would I say it if I didn't think it?" Raven raised a brow at her.
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 10, 2011 21:31:12 GMT -5
'I know i know.' Nevada said with a tiny smile. 'the only place I let people in is my vagina. That's it. Not my heart. Hell I rarely give people my friendship.' she admitted sadly.
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Post by raven on Aug 11, 2011 6:37:05 GMT -5
"Take baby steps..." She said with a shrug, "I mean we're kind of friends right? So you're doing pretty good. Honestly Tristan ain't gonna admit that he's all goo goo over you either, so you're fine for now."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 11, 2011 8:37:05 GMT -5
Nevada shrugged and ran her hands over her face. 'My life experiences has taught me once ya get close to someone they hurt you-fuck it up real bad. If I stay away from people they ain't gonna get the opportunity to do that.' she said, letting her hands drop from her face.
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Post by raven on Aug 11, 2011 9:06:35 GMT -5
"So have mine, but I dunno maybe I'm just a sucker for pain. I never let myself get that closed off. I always needed companionship." She sighed, "And I got Spot." She nudged Nevada with her shoulder and laughed. "Top choice huh?"
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 11, 2011 9:09:24 GMT -5
Nevada chuckled, 'yes a TOP choice. As long as he treats you right and is good in bed you've got yourself a good thing going.' Nevada said, nudging her as well. 'I just won't worry about it I guess-though it's been shit because I've started getting jealous and i know I shouldn't.'
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Post by raven on Aug 11, 2011 9:29:07 GMT -5
"Oh boy...you will always be jealous then, Tristan is a notorious cheater. Ask any of the girls here, he's been with more than half. Caused some pretty bad fights in the house." Raven said and nodded. "Spot's not perfect but he's a good guy, he's right for me ya know? If he didn't put me in my place sometimes I'd be running rampant all over the city doing god knows what."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 11, 2011 9:38:54 GMT -5
'I know he is,' Nevada said sadly. 'usually I'm so good at fucking people without emotions--things have been different with him-he WANTS me to sleep in bed with him, he's been caring, opened up to me!' Nevada said quietly but gasped when something hit her, 'holy shit what if he's just doing allthis to be an ass-make me fall for him then leave me?' she asked, goddamn him if that was the truth shed kill him
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Post by raven on Aug 11, 2011 9:50:28 GMT -5
"He's not the type, he likes you." Raven said with a laugh, "You gotta stop overthinking this."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 11, 2011 9:57:14 GMT -5
'i know I know!' Nevada said, shaking her head, 'I'm turning into a sad little girl i know--this is embarrassing!' she groaned. 'Jesus Christ I need a drink but everything's closed.' she sighed.
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Post by raven on Aug 11, 2011 10:08:58 GMT -5
"Rae's rooftop isn't," From directly beside her Rae produced a bottle of wine. "Swiped it today," she said with a grin. "Alright sappy girl, have a swig."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 11, 2011 10:13:48 GMT -5
'I'm not normally like this I swear!' Nevada insisted. God she was really becoming someone she didn't like. She took the bottle of wine and, without hesitation, took a healthy gulp. 'you're pretty sappy too I'm sure.'
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Post by raven on Aug 11, 2011 10:16:45 GMT -5
"Stupid sappy right now...and scared," She admitted and took the bottle to take her own huge gulp. "I don't like being scared, I lived in fear for three years and I hate that I feel like that all over again and he ain't even in the same fucking borough...but he's still here, terrorizing me."
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Post by NevadaShamien on Aug 11, 2011 10:30:48 GMT -5
Nevada chewed on her lip, wondering if she should ask for more details. Fuck it. If she didn't want to answer she didn't have to, 'what exactly happened? If you don't mind me asking?'
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