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Post by Sapphy on Aug 19, 2011 23:03:32 GMT -5
"I wouldn't," she said softly, nodding. She knew what Raven was getting at. "I feel like if I tried, I'd find them. I want to think my brother and I have this link... But it's nothing like in stories. I can't sense where he is no matter how much I wish..."
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Post by raven on Aug 19, 2011 23:06:07 GMT -5
"Sadly we don't live in the stories...sometimes I wish we did." Raven smiled sadly.
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 19, 2011 23:08:28 GMT -5
Sapphy nodded, sipping at her drink.
"Stupid question, I know, but how are you doing?"
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Post by raven on Aug 19, 2011 23:16:00 GMT -5
"Okay...not great, but okay." Raven said truthfully. "Sometimes I'm just sad...all day, all night...all the time and then other days I halfway feel like myself."
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 19, 2011 23:18:23 GMT -5
"You have a right to be sad," Sapphy said softly. Unlike me. I'm sad all the time, but I don't have a real reason.
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Post by raven on Aug 19, 2011 23:27:02 GMT -5
"But sometimes I feel pathetic, like fuck...I should be happen to even be alive. Sometimes I cry about my face. My fucking face!" Raven said, pointing at it. "And I think to myself, are you kidding? Your face?" She sighed heavily.
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 19, 2011 23:28:30 GMT -5
"I could kinda understand that," Sapphy said softly. "I mean, it's right there. You have to look at it everyday. Can you feel it when you smile or frown?"
She stopped. That was so inappropriate. She sat back in her seat, blushing again.
"Nevermind," she said quickly.
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Post by raven on Aug 19, 2011 23:32:38 GMT -5
"It feels...strange," She said. "like something tight stuck there, it doesn't move like the rest of my face." Raven idly touched it for a second.
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 19, 2011 23:36:07 GMT -5
Motherfucking scum. Being good is never enough. More bad than good, more bad than good.
Sapphy looked out the window, trying to drown these thoughts out.
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Post by raven on Aug 19, 2011 23:39:45 GMT -5
Raven took a sip of her beer and chewed on a french fry. The silence hung in the air between them heavily.
"So...boys?" Raven asked.
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 19, 2011 23:44:25 GMT -5
Sapphy scoffed slightly, leaning back in a more relaxed way.
"Really?" she couldn't help but laugh. "Uh, no."
((Does Rae not even know Sapphy is the girl Race told her about? I don't think so! haha))
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Post by raven on Aug 19, 2011 23:47:02 GMT -5
"Yea Really...and Really?" Raven asked with a raised brow. "Nobody's trying to sweep you off your feet? You do like in Manhattan right? They're all a bunch of Casanova's."
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 19, 2011 23:48:52 GMT -5
"Yeah, the Casanova shtick works so well on me," Sapphy said, rolling her eyes. "Course I had a couple try, I just find it... Dull." She rest her cheek in her hand.
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Post by raven on Aug 19, 2011 23:55:34 GMT -5
"It gets old pretty fast," Raven admitted. "But really? Nobody special?" She asked.
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 19, 2011 23:59:48 GMT -5
"Not for me, no," Sapphy said, shaking her head. "I found some good friends, though... One I feel a bit guilty about," she muttered almost to herself.
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