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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 1:23:54 GMT -5
"Well somebody's gotta wake you up." Raven said. "It's there somewhere...I hope...for you, because it's amazing."
((LOL))
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 20, 2011 1:25:42 GMT -5
"I just don't trust anyone enough, I guess." Sapphy said. "Even Race. Even you. I can't... I can't explain it. I'll be having a good time, but my head won't stop jabbering at me."
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 1:28:04 GMT -5
"You need to relax, you've been accepted now just calm down." Raven said. "It's hard, I know it is."
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 20, 2011 1:30:30 GMT -5
"I just feel like... Everyone's two-faced, and I'm about to fall into their traps. Everyone."
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 1:33:32 GMT -5
"Sometimes you have to give people the benefit of the doubt." Raven said.
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 20, 2011 1:35:22 GMT -5
"It's like something is physically keeping me from doing it," Sapphy said, confused.
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 1:36:51 GMT -5
"Physically? How?" Raven legitimately wanted to help her.
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 20, 2011 1:41:41 GMT -5
"I get nervous. Like, so nervous I can't breathe. And then I start thinking..." she stopped.
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 1:47:59 GMT -5
"Yea?" Raven urged her on. "You can tell me Saph."
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 20, 2011 1:49:07 GMT -5
Sapphy played with her fingers, stripping off the skin around her nails.
"I think how much better I'd feel not feeling anything at all."
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 1:53:09 GMT -5
Raven sighed heavily. "Sometimes I think that too and it's bullshit. I've been living in sadness and numbness for months...the indifference and blank feeling is worse."
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 20, 2011 1:56:33 GMT -5
"I wish I could agree," Sapphy said. "I prefer the numbness. It's when any kind of feelings push their way in that I start thinking of flying off the Brooklyn Bridge."
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 1:57:34 GMT -5
"Feelings are tough," Raven said with a nod. "But they make us who we are."
((dude she's a psychologist))
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Post by Sapphy on Aug 20, 2011 2:02:47 GMT -5
"Then I really don't like me," Sapphy said, smiling a little sadly.
((She totally is heehee))
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Post by raven on Aug 20, 2011 2:06:37 GMT -5
"There's nothing wrong with you Sapphy, we all have problems. Obviously." Raven said.
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