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Post by raven on Jan 10, 2012 15:19:52 GMT -5
"Thanks," she smiled at her and then licked her lips. She cleared her throat.
"Mama!" Sean called again, waving his hands out in front of him.
"Gimme a sec," she said to Zippy and then hoisted her baby boy into her arms. "You are a big big mess!" She said to him and blew a rasberry on his tummy. Sean giggled.
"I put tea on if you want some," Rae called to Zippy as she headed into the bedroom.
((course it's nicer her and spot got back and he's running an illegal opim den LMAO))
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Post by Zippy on Jan 10, 2012 15:23:14 GMT -5
((I KNOW lolol hilarious))
Zippy watched them go, shaking a bit as she poured herself some tea. She imagined herself popping out the baby-- everyone would probably be upset about it except David. And it wasn't a mistake like Sean was a mistake. This baby wouldn't bring her joy. It would be a constant reminder of her and Dave's failure.
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Post by raven on Jan 10, 2012 15:35:57 GMT -5
She returned a little bit later with a pink clean little boy who she set down in the living room, right in her bird's eye view.
Raven poured herself a steaming hot cup of tea as well, sat down beside Zippy and blew into the hot liquid. "Talk to me."
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Post by Zippy on Jan 10, 2012 15:45:07 GMT -5
"When is Spot coming home?" Zippy asked her, staring at the tea in her hands.
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Post by raven on Jan 10, 2012 15:47:01 GMT -5
"Not for awhile, he's pretty busy right now." Rae said with a shrug. She took a sip of the tea. "You wanna stay for dinner?" She asked her.
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Post by Zippy on Jan 10, 2012 15:50:09 GMT -5
Zippy sighed. "I dont know. Davey will be looking for me." She ran a hand through her hair. "There's this woman....on the Upper East Side. She...knows what she's doing. Have you heard of her?"
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Post by raven on Jan 10, 2012 15:51:43 GMT -5
"No I haven't, but if you're sure I could take you." Raven said. She set her mug of tea down on the table. "You're going to need someone to help you get home."
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Post by Zippy on Jan 10, 2012 15:52:42 GMT -5
She nodded, tearing up again. "Do you think I'm an awful person, Rae?"
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Post by raven on Jan 10, 2012 16:54:09 GMT -5
"No I don't," She said shaking her head. She smiled sadly at her and then brushed some hair behind her ear.
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Post by Zippy on Jan 10, 2012 17:06:11 GMT -5
"He's going to. If he ever finds out." zippy banged her head against the table. "I'm actually damned in every possible solution to this problem. "
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Post by raven on Jan 10, 2012 17:55:34 GMT -5
"If you look at it like that then yea, but a kid ain't all that bad," she shrugged. "I was scared shitless when I found out about Sean and now it's just, what I do." she said with a shrug.
"Really think about it, he can still go to school. It would be hard, but he could work and go at night...there's always a way."
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Post by Zippy on Jan 10, 2012 18:07:24 GMT -5
"His parents. they already hate me..." zippy began, frowning. "I wanted to wait. I thought that there was all this time to just wait...." she glanced at Rae. "I haven't told him either."
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Post by raven on Jan 10, 2012 18:09:57 GMT -5
"Yeah so did I and here I am," she said with a shrug, "Honestly I wouldn't have it any other way though."
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Post by Zippy on Jan 10, 2012 18:14:31 GMT -5
Zippy could see Raven was happy. Maybe it was a mistake to come here.
But she couldn't have David's kid. Not now. Not yet. She started shaking again, holding onto the teacup.
"I don't want to be unhappy about my baby. I want to be...happy about it. I'm just not."
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Post by raven on Jan 10, 2012 18:18:36 GMT -5
Rae nodded in understanding, "I'll take you." she said and then finished up her tea. She glanced into the living room to check on her son.
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