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Post by raven on Jan 11, 2012 13:35:23 GMT -5
"Or really fucking awful cause my own personal dumbass could decide to take off again and I'd be stuck on my own with two kids to worry about," Rae rattled off, crossing her arms, but she turned to Zippy and smiled anyways.
"Thanks," she said still smiling.
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 13:41:31 GMT -5
"If I woulda known...don't come. Go home. You shouldn't have to see this. Ive sort of been through this once before, I know how it goes." sort of. Not really.
And not with a baby that was a product of her epic love with Dave.
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Post by raven on Jan 11, 2012 14:03:29 GMT -5
"I ain't squeamish even when I'm pregnant. You don't have to worry about me. I'm the one who's worried about you." Rae said and then linked her hand with Zippy's giving it a squeeze.
"You don't really know what it's like...what happened to you before...how that feels is entirely different from this. You need someone like me to be there, I ain't leaving you alone." Rae started walking again, with a determined stride.
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 14:17:12 GMT -5
"I know. Its why I came to you, Rae." zippy replied, tying her hair back from falling into her face. She was nervous. Real nervous.
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Post by raven on Jan 11, 2012 14:20:50 GMT -5
The finally arrived at the woman's house and Rae rang the bell.
The woman opened the door. "Two of you?"
"No, just my friend," Rae said to her. The woman glanced up and down the street and then opened the door.
"Come in."
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 14:36:44 GMT -5
Zippy wasn't sure of this as they sat down in the waiting room. She gulped, but then started giving the woman her information anyway.
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Post by raven on Jan 11, 2012 20:15:20 GMT -5
Rae sat beside her listening, she had a sinking feeling in her gut, she didn't want Zippy to do this, but she would stand by her friend.
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 20:25:00 GMT -5
The secretary looked at Zippy, frowning. "You seem really nervous. Would you like some tea?"
Zippy shook her head, and the secretary disappeared behind the curtain. Zippy sat back down next to Raven, her hands shaking in her lap. "This will haunt me for the rest of my life, won't it?" She asked Raven, frowning.
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Post by raven on Jan 11, 2012 20:30:32 GMT -5
Raven looked at her and unconsciously rested her palm on her flat stomach. "yeah...it will. You'll think about what it would have looked like, how it sounded...you'll wonder about everything for the rest of your life." she looked over at Zippy.
"Zippy, I will never judge you for anything, I've done some questionable things in my life, but this...it doesn't feel right, Zip." she said honestly.
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 20:42:59 GMT -5
Zippy started crying again, burrying her face in her hands. "I fucked up. This is such a mess." She stood up though, and headed for the door.
Her. A mother. It was laughable almost. "What the fuck do I know about being a mother?" She murmered to Rae once they were back outside, and fumbled in her bag for a cigarette.
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Post by raven on Jan 11, 2012 21:09:08 GMT -5
"Just as much as I did," She smirked at her and linked her arm in hers. "Come on, let's go back to my place and I'll fill you in on some stuff. I am full of motherly knowledge."
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 21:11:54 GMT -5
"I'm going to throw up," Zippy remarked, feeling sick and green. And she did, on the side of the abortion lady's house. She bit her lip.
"Okay, lets go." And she took a long drag of her cigarette. "What do I do about Dave? He broke my heart, leaving me like that."
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Post by raven on Jan 11, 2012 21:18:12 GMT -5
"Talk to him, tell him you couldn't do it. You two are meant to be and you have to think about the pain he felt when you told him what you were gonna do. I'm not saying to forgive him right away. You have a lot to talk about." she said with a sigh.
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Post by Zippy on Jan 11, 2012 21:33:39 GMT -5
"I just can't even look at him. I feel abandoned." zippy shook her head.
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Post by raven on Jan 11, 2012 21:36:37 GMT -5
"Take some time and think about it," she said as she walked.
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